What Am I Doing Now? | Blogtober

Okay guys so I need to write this post and be quite honest with you all, if anything just to have a cathartic moment for myself as well. On my Instagram and YouTube I’ve already spoken about this, but I have made the decision to suspend my university year and come back home. My anxiety was getting way too bad out there despite the amazing place it was, and I felt like my mental health was more important than the year abroad. I’ve applied to transfer my course to a 3 year one which allows me to go back and graduate in September next year as I would have anyway, and that’s that. It’s all out in the open now.

I am motivated to make a lot of changes to my lifestyle in this time out, and have got goals I want to achieve;

  • Get a full time hospitality job again
  • Get driving license (finally)
  • Lose weight
  • Improve presence on social media
  • Grow fringe out (this is proving to be pretty challenging)
  • Get teeth whitened
  • Connect with myself and my family more
  • Be a happier, healthier person

I know this might seem all a bit sudden but I was never really happy out there, and to be honest I’ve never liked university full stop. I just think it’s not for everyone and that’s okay; you just need to have the strength to admit it and a backup plan of what to do with your life instead. I feel like I’m making everyone happy by having this time out for me but also going back to get a degree that my family want me to have.

I’m going to be working really hard with my social media in particular in this time and have written goals for what I want to achieve here. After Blogtober finishes I’ve got a couple of posts lined up for November, but then I’m also doing Blogmas which will be daily posts until Christmas Day- and as a special treat, every other post will be a Christmas recipe! I have also started a bloglovin’ account so follow me over on there! – “https://www.bloglovin.com/blog/18312927/?claim=mhd3s8nh9fv”

Thank you everyone for your support on this blog, it means the world to me!

Lots of Love,
Daisy xxx


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  1. October 30, 2016 / 6:03 pm

    Very brave choice! I’m glad you’re doing what makes you happy and comfortable. You will always find support here, and I wish you luck in achieving your goals! 😀

    • October 30, 2016 / 10:05 pm

      Thank you, I go through stages of feeling down about it but I think overall I made a very positive decision and can’t wait to get on track with making myself happier!xx

      • October 30, 2016 / 10:12 pm

        You’re welcome! Of course there will be ups and downs, but in the end, it seems like you made the decision that will make you the happiest, and that’s the important thing! 😀 xx

  2. October 30, 2016 / 10:34 pm

    I have only just stumbled across your blog now but I already think you have made the right choice for you! I am currently on a gap year and I have seen an unbelievable difference in my mental health and I feel much stronger because of it. I hope you enjoy being at home and enjoying everything you were missing when away! I hope you achieve all your goals 😊

    • October 31, 2016 / 10:39 am

      Thank you my love, I feel a lot better already and am looking forward to just focusing on getting stronger and healthier xx

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