Okay guys so I need to write this post and be quite honest with you all, if anything just to have a cathartic moment for myself as well. On my Instagram and YouTube I’ve already spoken about this, but I have made the decision to suspend my university year and come back home. My anxiety was getting way too bad out there despite the amazing place it was, and I felt like my mental health was more important than the year abroad. I’ve applied to transfer my course to a 3 year one which allows me to go back and graduate in September next year as I would have anyway, and that’s that. It’s all out in the open now.
I am motivated to make a lot of changes to my lifestyle in this time out, and have got goals I want to achieve;
- Get a full time hospitality job again
- Get driving license (finally)
- Lose weight
- Improve presence on social media
- Grow fringe out (this is proving to be pretty challenging)
- Get teeth whitened
- Connect with myself and my family more
- Be a happier, healthier person
I know this might seem all a bit sudden but I was never really happy out there, and to be honest I’ve never liked university full stop. I just think it’s not for everyone and that’s okay; you just need to have the strength to admit it and a backup plan of what to do with your life instead. I feel like I’m making everyone happy by having this time out for me but also going back to get a degree that my family want me to have.
I’m going to be working really hard with my social media in particular in this time and have written goals for what I want to achieve here. After Blogtober finishes I’ve got a couple of posts lined up for November, but then I’m also doing Blogmas which will be daily posts until Christmas Day- and as a special treat, every other post will be a Christmas recipe! I have also started a bloglovin’ account so follow me over on there! – “https://www.bloglovin.com/blog/18312927/?claim=mhd3s8nh9fv”
Thank you everyone for your support on this blog, it means the world to me!
Lots of Love,